is it a disorder?
this stark difference
in tone, style, even content
references of same time frames in different frames
and it yields deviation

perhaps once again
it sinks into the subconscious
of who reads what, and how much of me is available for scrutiny by the public eye
dont you know,
you should have prepared yourself for this
welcome to the world of free shared spaces

and yes. to innocence again
what is there to write?
that the passion has finally ceased its haunting?
almost, for it comes back in translucent echoes
and painfully,
to drag myself back into the memory of when i first began.
and to write.

being unappreciated
and how it manifests itself in actions bright eyed innocence seeks to undo
conflict after resolution
she seeks approval from the face she feels only in her sleep
the shadowy ghost of a working parent
efforts dissolve in hurt and dissatisfaction
and what of final communication; getting thru?
devote time and attention.
children spell love differently.

and if i could but put that down
but no. strictly 150- 200 words
talk about your work
and yes im at a loss for words
where rambling terrible prose has taken over.